I just don't love him no more, anymore.
I cried, it's cold and raining heavily outside my window.
The wind blows my hair not in place.
My face is wet I was crying like crazy remembering you.
I love once in my life who hurts me incredibly.
Every time the rain drops the tears on my eyes fall.
I was wishing it can vanish away the pain he caused me.
I can hardly bear it any longer, it chokes and kills me.
It was like a deadly venomous poison.
This heart of mine is already numb for what he had done.
In my heart he always exists hurting me from time to time.
It's a mistake for loving him that time.
I still carry those burdens, those great pains.
Whom i think I can't even heal even a single pain no matter what happened.
Yeah, I tried all my best of the best in me to forget the things he messed up with me.
Yet, still I can't forget ; worse I can't even forgive and forget him.
Forgiveness sometimes can hurt us.
maybe that was the real and genuine reason i can't move on.
I always seen his eyes looking at me with disgust.
Hate me like who cares! You always did. You are such a big mistake I commit loving.
It's not a sin , but loving you, was!
Damn good! That's hurt. Avenge? For what? Vengeance is not mine.
But the karma is already in you.
It's too late~