Deeply in love

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Lao Tzu

Sorry!

The person who loves me get hurt when I say I don’t loved them.
But behind those words I was hurt too.
I don’t want people get hurt because of me.
It’s better that I will get those pains I can bear with it.
I used to it. In my head saying “yeah I love you too!
How about the other girl who loves you more?
Can she? Carry the pain? Seen you with me?
In my head stuck also saying what if I am that girl?
It is better that I get hurt than I hurt others feelings.
I am okay with my situation being alone, yeah,
You see me smiling and doesn’t seen any existing pain.
I can bear it while no one have notice nor seen it.
To [YOU] who loves me sorry. “mianhae!” I can’t love you.
I am happy being single and loving it.
Don’t show your love for me anymore.
I am freakin’ tired already!
I am so happy in this way.
Don’t dare say I am afraid of falling,
I already did.. crazy over to the person I used to love .
dreamed about him and ending to the saddest situation.
All I say is “DAMN why do love exist! “wae! wae! wae!”
Neol mi wo!!!
So I am freakin’ GOD DAMN hurt!
My the people around me! will you just stop!?
I just don’t care! STUPID CUPID STOP PICKING ON ME! AGAIN!
[you] I hope I can forget about you!
Love me or hate me but,don’t hit me..
I sure hit you back! And I’m not asking and begging you to love me ,
that’s how stupid I am, right?
So pissed off! If you are pissed already .
I don’t tell you to love me. I hate myself.
But you know what?
“[babo gati ni saenggakman hae haru jongil]”
Just translate it so that you will know what I felt! hahaha


I hate you

How could you say a thing like that? Do you think it’s good for me? You are so unfair and so selfish. Since you start messing up my life. Stop being so selfish, stubborn and keep pushing yourself to me. I am tired already. I understand what you feel but what can I do? I am so tired loving someone who can’t love me back! I don’t care who the hell love me or hates me for what I am. Just be myself and I am born alone, I will die also alone. Let me explain this to you. I am tired!! Don’t dare say I hurt anyone else feelings because of selfishness of my heart because I am not like that, I will tell you the real truth,. Because up until now… I don’t understand my feelings ha-ha.

Some say I am like this, like that, and whatever.

I hate You!

How could you say a thing like that? Do you think it’s good for me? You are so unfair and so selfish. Since you start messing up my life. Stop being so selfish, stubborn and keep pushing yourself to me. I am tired already. I understand what you feel but what can I do? I am so tired loving someone who can’t love me back! I don’t care who the hell love me or hates me for what I am. Just be myself and I am born alone, I will die also alone. Let me explain this to you. I am tired!! Don’t dare say I hurt anyone else feelings because of selfishness of my heart because I am not like that, I will tell you the real truth,. Because up until now… I don’t understand my feelings ha-ha.

Some say I am like this, like that, and whatever.