Deeply in love

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Lao Tzu

Sorry!

The person who loves me get hurt when I say I don’t loved them.
But behind those words I was hurt too.
I don’t want people get hurt because of me.
It’s better that I will get those pains I can bear with it.
I used to it. In my head saying “yeah I love you too!
How about the other girl who loves you more?
Can she? Carry the pain? Seen you with me?
In my head stuck also saying what if I am that girl?
It is better that I get hurt than I hurt others feelings.
I am okay with my situation being alone, yeah,
You see me smiling and doesn’t seen any existing pain.
I can bear it while no one have notice nor seen it.
To [YOU] who loves me sorry. “mianhae!” I can’t love you.
I am happy being single and loving it.
Don’t show your love for me anymore.
I am freakin’ tired already!
I am so happy in this way.
Don’t dare say I am afraid of falling,
I already did.. crazy over to the person I used to love .
dreamed about him and ending to the saddest situation.
All I say is “DAMN why do love exist! “wae! wae! wae!”
Neol mi wo!!!
So I am freakin’ GOD DAMN hurt!
My the people around me! will you just stop!?
I just don’t care! STUPID CUPID STOP PICKING ON ME! AGAIN!
[you] I hope I can forget about you!
Love me or hate me but,don’t hit me..
I sure hit you back! And I’m not asking and begging you to love me ,
that’s how stupid I am, right?
So pissed off! If you are pissed already .
I don’t tell you to love me. I hate myself.
But you know what?
“[babo gati ni saenggakman hae haru jongil]”
Just translate it so that you will know what I felt! hahaha


I hate you

How could you say a thing like that? Do you think it’s good for me? You are so unfair and so selfish. Since you start messing up my life. Stop being so selfish, stubborn and keep pushing yourself to me. I am tired already. I understand what you feel but what can I do? I am so tired loving someone who can’t love me back! I don’t care who the hell love me or hates me for what I am. Just be myself and I am born alone, I will die also alone. Let me explain this to you. I am tired!! Don’t dare say I hurt anyone else feelings because of selfishness of my heart because I am not like that, I will tell you the real truth,. Because up until now… I don’t understand my feelings ha-ha.

Some say I am like this, like that, and whatever.

I hate You!

How could you say a thing like that? Do you think it’s good for me? You are so unfair and so selfish. Since you start messing up my life. Stop being so selfish, stubborn and keep pushing yourself to me. I am tired already. I understand what you feel but what can I do? I am so tired loving someone who can’t love me back! I don’t care who the hell love me or hates me for what I am. Just be myself and I am born alone, I will die also alone. Let me explain this to you. I am tired!! Don’t dare say I hurt anyone else feelings because of selfishness of my heart because I am not like that, I will tell you the real truth,. Because up until now… I don’t understand my feelings ha-ha.

Some say I am like this, like that, and whatever.

The person who loves me get hurt when I say I don’t loved them.

But behind those words I was hurt too.

I don’t want people get hurt because of me.

It’s better that I will get those pains I can bear with it.

I used to it. In my head saying “yeah I love you too!

How about the other girl who loves you more?

Can she? Carry the pain? Seen you with me?

Iin my head stucks also saying what if I am that girl?

It is better that I get hurt than I hurt others feelings.

I am okay with my situation being alone, yeah,

You see me smiling and doesn’t seen any existing pain.

I can bear it while no one have notice nor seen it.

To [YOU] who loves me sorry. “mianhae!” I can’t love you.

I am happy being single and loving it.

Don’t show your love for me anymore.

I am freakin’ tired already!

I am so happy in this way.

Don’t dare say I am afraid of falling,

I already did.. crazy over to the person I used to love .

dreamed about him and ending to the saddest situation.

All I say is “DAMN why do love exist! “wae! wae! wae!”

Neol mi wo!!!

So I am freakin’ GOD DAMN hurt!

My the people around me! will you just stop!?

I just don’t care! STUPID CUPID STOP PICKING ON ME! AGAIN!

[you] I hope I can forget about you!

Love me or hate me but,don’t hit me..

I sure hit you back! And I’m not asking and begging you to love me ,

that’s how stupid I am, right?

So pissed off! If you are pissed already .

I don’t tell you to love me. I hate myself.

But you know what?

“[babo gati ni saenggakman hae haru jongil]”

Just translate it so that you will know what I felt! hahaha



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About ME

I ♥ GLOC-9 , Lady Ann,

I am for Eddie!

I can't hardly bear it!

I just don't love him no more, anymore.
I cried, it's cold and raining heavily outside my window.
The wind blows my hair not in place.
My face is wet I was crying like crazy remembering you.
I love once in my life who hurts me incredibly.
Every time the rain drops the tears on my eyes fall.
I was wishing it can vanish away the pain he caused me.
I can hardly bear it any longer, it chokes and kills me.
It was like a deadly venomous poison.
This heart of mine is already numb for what he had done.
In my heart he always exists hurting me from time to time.
It's a mistake for loving him that time.
I still carry those burdens, those great pains.
Whom i think I can't even heal even a single pain no matter what happened.
Yeah, I tried all my best of the best in me to forget the things he messed up with me.
Yet, still I can't forget ; worse I can't even forgive and forget him.
Forgiveness sometimes can hurt us.
maybe that was the real and genuine reason i can't move on.
I always seen his eyes looking at me with disgust.
Hate me like who cares! You always did. You are such a big mistake I commit loving.
It's not a sin , but loving you, was!
Damn good! That's hurt. Avenge? For what? Vengeance is not mine.
But the karma is already in you.
It's too late~

HOW DARE YOU!! YOU KNOW YOURSELF BETTER THAN ME!!!

HOW DARE YOU TO HURT MY FRIEND LIKE THAT…
IF YOU CARED ABOUT THAT OTHER GREEN(STONE) IN YOUR LIFE..
WE ALSO CARED FOR THE OTHER RED(STONE) HERE…
WHO BE YOU TO HURT HER?…..
DAMN!!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT//….
YOU TRY TO BUILD HER (GREEN STONE)
FAITH…..
AND YOU SHATTER HER (RED STONE) ALSO….
DON’T BE LIKE THAT…
WE GET HURT EACH TIME WE SEEN ONE OF OUR FRIEND GET HURT!!!
KABALO KA…… SAMTANG GINA BUILD NIMO ANG FAITH NI (GREEN STONE)
GINA DESTROY NIMO ANG LIFE SA AMONG FRIEND!!!
AND DILI MI MOSOGOT ANA!!!
NGANO ANA MAN…
IF YOU AVENGE FOR SOMETHING…
DON’T USE HER IN VAIN!!!
AND DONT BE RIDICULE AND SILLY…
SAKIT SA AMOANG PART NA MASAKITAN XA
THIS IS TO KNOW YOU HOW IMPORTANT
( RED STONE) FOR US..
SANA LANG TOTOO LAHAT NG SINABI MO SA KANYA…
DAHIL KAHIT MATAAS KA PA SA AKIN…
I WILL NOT REALLY TREAT YOU AS LIKE THAT…
………………………….
YOU DON’T SEE HER CRY…
AND ALL THE CRIES SHE BEARS WHEN WE HAVE FIGHT IN OUR FRIENDSHIP….
SHE NEVER CRY THAT BEFORE..
AND THOSE TEARS…
DILI NA TO XA MABALIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPE YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
DONT BE MANHID!!!!!!
WE HOPE LANG NA ANG GIBUILD NIMO NA FAITH…
WALANG KAPALIT NA
BACKSLIDE TO OUR FRIEND PART…….
I WILL SUE YOU TO GOD…..
AND GOD HAD ALL………
GOD BLESS YOU AND HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND!!!
DILI NAKO MA COMMENT NIMO BCOZ I KNOW YOU WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS….
BUT…………
KABALO KA…………..